Can someone tell me if I'm wrong?

Well, I can understand why you would have been angry. There is a great deal of dishonesty going on in this relationship. That isn't fair to you. You need to sit down and ask your girlfriend to be completely honest with you. Ask her point blank if she wants to be with you or not. If her answer is no, then take that as an answer and move on to be with someone that will respect you. If you do not think that she is being honest with you at all, then truly sit down and rethink things for yourself. If a relationship is too much drama and too much pain, then it is not worth it. You should not have to beg someone to be honest with you. That should be a given in any relationship. She sounds really disrespectful of you. You deserve better.